So i'm in a generally unhappy mood, i'm extremely frusterated and all these gross feelings are so far outta my control. It's agitating to put so much trust into people and not get all theirs in return.
I hate how trusting i am. I call it selfless but it's seriously just stupid
I'm gonna try not to dwell on this though.
Good news, i found a place that sells black and white film, so the photo shoot is ON for tomorrow
and tomorrow guard officially begins. And me and the other captain are totally in charge since my instructors can't make it. It'll be a bunch of fourth of july preparation. (woo)
We gonna have red white and blue flags this year so thats nice, it should be interesting us two running practice and teaching marching and stuff ><; we will see how that goes!
I learned all this cool rifle and flag stuff from this independent guard, so hopefully we'll mix some of their stuff with our stuff XD cus it's good stuff
wow i'm vague. (i could fill this journal with endless guard fantastic stuff, but i'll resist it~

I feel like tellin you all about my youtubes...
its [link]
(i'm jerry)
It's some high class vloggery.
OH and if your not doin 's contest, YOU SHOULD. even i am (DRAWING!)
So yes, i'm depressed, but excited about guard, and i know where i can get b&w film, maybe i'll go get that XD
Kloveyoubai~

Clubs~